Final

I should be doing my final. I should be throwing Ricardo's birthday present box together. I should be packing. I should be studying for my final. I should be doing lots of things right now, but I'm feeling stuck. Blaaaaah.

The Academy of Art University called yesterday. I requested information, hoping that they wouldn't call, but they did. They always do! Dag. They act like money hungry sharks trying to sell their school. It's kind of obnoxious. Anyhow, aside from that, their school looks good. There's no portfolio or reel requirement for animation there... whereas CALArts REQUIRES that you have one. Bums! Le'see... CALArts is in Valencia and AoAU is in San Francisco... hm. I kinda like San Fran better. I dunno! I don't feel like deciding yet but, I figured it would be useful to take a look.

Anyhow, Ricardo sent videos. They were all really good... accept for one. He started off sounding good but then... he looked and sounded so sad. It's making me feel really sad, but what can I do about it? Nothing. Augh. Oh well, hopefully he'll be feeling better soon.

WELL, I guess I'll get started on Ricardo's CDs. Yay!

Have a great week.

Loveth,
Sarah

We're going down, down...

Man, I am feeling stupid dizzy right now. I haven't moved or anything, and I've eaten food and consumed massive amounts of water already... so why the heck is the room spinning?

Gaaahah. I need to go do stuff, so... I'll post something interesting later.

Loveth,
Sarah

Mostly.

I have so much crap to do. I have 3 assignments to catch up on and a Final to start and finish. 'Cardo's book needs to be completed, and his package needs to be put together. I still have to pack, but before I can do that, I have to go buy some organizational boxes. Oooh. Somehow in writing, it doesn't look like that much...but for reals... it feels like a mountain to conquer. Better go acquire some climbing gear.

I start my work training on Monday August 4th. I will have been in Camarizz for 2 whole days. WOW. Then school starts on the 18th. Only 4 out of the 5 classes though (thank heaven). Le'see... i'm taking Intro to Digital Media, 3D Modeling and Animation, Spanish, and on Fridays, Ceramics. On the 8th of September my English class will start. Joy of JOYS.

You know, I was hoping that maybe they'd like to hang out with me before I leave. Sometimes I despise my hopeful nature. They're kinda making me feel like I never mattered to them. They are so consumed with themselves that they can't see anyone else. Having known them for 5-6 years, it really kinda hurts. Oh well, I should have expected something like this. As Green Day would sing it: "GOOD RIDDANCE. I hope you have the time of your life."

Moving on, I've gotten good grades on my art projects. HUH-totha-ZZAH! That made me feel pretty good inside. yeahyuuuh.

A story before I get gone:
Yesterday I was at the Post Office dropping off some mail for mi Madre. I plop the mail in and a DirecTV guy is holding open the door for me. I said thanks and started to make my way inside."Hey! That mail just fell out the bottom!" he said. I whipped around to discover... no such thing. The man laughed heartily. I looked at him with the saddest face I could muster, "You're mean." I pouted. He laughed again and I headed for our P.O. Box. "Hey wait, I have something to ask you." the man said seriously. "What?" I asked. "Have you always been that short?" he asked, grinnind evilly. "YES." I spat out, my brow furrowing."Wow! You must've been a really big baby!" he laughed even harder this time, and when he finished, he sighed and said "Well, I gotta go." and he disappeared out the door. I stood there for a minute and looked at Rachel (who had been observing this with the biggest, most ridiculous smile on her face) and my voice echoed: "WHAT THE HECK?!?!?!?!"

SERIOUSLY. TRUE. STORY. I have no friggin' idea who that man was! He was dang lucky that I had had a good day in class, or else I woulda BAWLED! Ah well, it's definitely something that I will remember for the rest of my lifie!

Good night, mdears!!

Loveth,
Sarah

P.S. KRISTA HOLMES. IN CASE I DON'T SEE YOU FOR A WHILE: MY LOVE FOR YOU BURNS WITH THE INTENSITY OF ONE-THOUSAND SUNS. Please keep your blog going when you're at BYU!!! :D I will need some Psychotic Sunshine to hold me over till...whenever!

Oh what a world!

I feel better than I did yesterday. I had meltdown. NO BUENO. Buh'yeah... base, I was stressing about school, moving, and other things. This kind of thing is hard for me. Yes, I'm ridiculous but hey, it's all good! Whatevah. :D

Yeah, today I went to Single's Ward. Ahm...ahm...ahm... they are a class of strange that I just cannot compete with! Haha, maybe it's just me being negative or whatever. I just don't click with them, and that's fine by me. Yes, they're all lovely, sweet, nice people... just not my kind of people?! Maybe that's mean of me. I'unno. Anyhow... I saw my Krista!!!! That was BUUUUEEEEENNNNOOOO!

THIS SONG IS BALLIN'!
Do you hear me,I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fill the air
I put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh oohOoooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

AWWH!!! SO BALLIN'!

Anyhow,I'm gonna go talk to my cousin some more before bedtime! :D

Loveth,
sarah

You say you wanted more..

What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you.

My birthday was bueno. I got lots of nifty things from my friends, and that was nice. Also, I was treated to a bout of Stephanie's anger near the end of the night, AND horrible karaoke! YEAH! Lol. My family made my ABC book, and I love it alot. Ricardo's birthday present came in the mail today and I LOVE IT. I'll take pictures of it and upload them. Ooh, I think I'll upload pictures of my other gifts too! You know what though... I'm tired of being the photographer! I want to be the photographee! Lol. Anyhow, to those who read this blog (or if this happens to be x-posted in LJ) thanks for all the txts, calls, and gifts. You guys are awesome. :)

I downloaded a ridiculous amount of music today. ALOT of string tributes to various bands and songs. They're actually really, REALLY good! Also, acoustic versions of alot of songs too! I'll write up a list of those latahz.

Anyhow, it's Friday. I have much anger towards Friday. Gr.

I'm out!
Have a Grrrreat weekend.

Loveth,
Sarah

D:

I went to Rachel's house. We watched 'Cool Runnings' and 'Last Comic Standing'. It was nice to get out of my house... I wish we would've done something else besides sit and eat. Maybe I'm just boring to be around?

:(

Anyhow, I'm not too terribly stoked for my Birthday. Rachel says that we're going to party. I'm doubting it. :sigh: I made my moustache cake today. It didn't turn out how I wanted it to. It's too small to be turned into a 'stache. I drew one on the cake, but it just looks like a gross blob. Yeah, my birthday this year =pppbpbbbbbffff.

Something that did cheer me today was Jewellia H made me a birthday card with pineapples on it. It's really super adorable! There was a dollar inside of the card too. That was awesome!

Aright...that's all for today.
Sleep well.

Loveth,
Sarah

Fools...

Oh, is July. I'm forcing myself to write in here.

I'm tired of counting on people when I know that they WILL let me down or upset me. I know it's a problem with me. I know I should stop counting on them. Sometimes I just wish that everything would go back to the way it was. Maybe it really is all for the best? I dunno.

Last night we were making beach plans, and this morning Sam calls and says that we can't go because Stephanie wasn't going to be able to go. An hour or so later I suggested we could go to Temecula 'cause we hadn't been in a while. A little bit after that I went to the 99cent store to get stuff for my cake. We were gone for an hour and it was like... 11:45am. Stephanie came over and we went in the pool and got out at like 12:30 or so? So then I went and showered and was ready to get this show on the road at like 1:45ish? After that, Iwas able to take a nap, and called around 2:30... no answer. So I go outside and Sam and Stephanie were in the pool swimming again. They got out at 3 cause Stephanie said she still needed to shower. 4pm rolls around...then 4:30 comes and they asked me if I was ready to go. I had been ready since 1!!!!! I was pretty much over the whole mall idea and was onto fixing up my cake. Now they're all mad at me. It's not like they would have enjoyed my company ANYWAY. AUGH. Maybe I'm the mean one? I dunno.

Maybe it's all me.
Have a Great Weekend.
Loveth,
Sarah