I couldn't figure out what day it was. Seriously! Last night my sisters had dance practice at the church, so naturally it felt like Tuesday! But then I went to see Wall-E (more on that later) at midnight, so that sorta threw me off! And then when I finally woke up this morning, it felt like Saturday! So I'm all sorts of screwed up! Lol.
Wall-E... oh man. Pixar never, ever ceases to amaze me. They remember Walt Disney's three main rules: Story, Story, Story. Something that Walt's own company has forgotten. Sad, really. Anyhow, Wall-E! Great message, wonderful story, LOVEABLE CHARACTERS! Augh! That dang robot is so expressive.. GOODNESS! It's a bloody wonder! Also... the newest Pixar Short. LOL. I was going to pee my pantalones! Seriously, so stinkin' funny!
Anyway, I can't wait till I work for Pixar. It's going to be AMAZING. :D
Man, I took a friggin' 2 hour nap... at like 6pm. Now I'm feeling mildly awake! AUGH. And it's Friday again. Bleh. SUUUUUCK.
Yeah, I think that's all! HOLMESMAHHOMES. It was good to see you yesterday! Rachel ended up not doing ANYTHING today. I can't say that I'm not surprised. She said she was sick again... oh well.
I'm out! Have a great weekend.
Loveth,
Sarah
Friday, June 27, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Oh. My. GOSH.
We're watching G.I. Blues right now. Uhm, Elvis was just in the shower. :D
I WILL SLEEP SOOOOO GOOD TONIGHT!
I think I miss the male body. FORSHIZZ.
Sleep well.
:D
Loveth,
Sarah
I WILL SLEEP SOOOOO GOOD TONIGHT!
I think I miss the male body. FORSHIZZ.
Sleep well.
:D
Loveth,
Sarah
I know it's only day three...
... but I seriously considered just giving up my art dream. I considered it! I'm kinda horrified, but now I'm scared. What if I don't make it? What if I can't do it? Everyone in this world is more talented than me! I'm tired of worrying about everything. I'm tired of these perfectionist tendancies. I HATE that I do care what people think. I DO! I don't know why the heck I do, but I DO. I came home a freakin' cried today. I hate me sometimes. Also, I hate my stuborness. :(
My bed is a mess and I'm hungry/angry.
I think I'll go do the kind of art that I like to do. Not this freakin' dumb projects with 6 fences that you have to stay in.
How can you be an artist with fences?
I DON'T THINK YOU CAN.
Loveth,
Sarah
My bed is a mess and I'm hungry/angry.
I think I'll go do the kind of art that I like to do. Not this freakin' dumb projects with 6 fences that you have to stay in.
How can you be an artist with fences?
I DON'T THINK YOU CAN.
Loveth,
Sarah
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
DUDE. I WANT.
THESE THINGSS ARE BALLIN'.
http://www.livingstones.fr/index.php?page=interieure&PHPSESSID=5539d88934d1e9f6e62aba53cba49ee1
When I am married to my husband of man proportions and my height, we will have some of these laying around the house! What a trip though, am I right?! "Hey Joe, watch this!" and you go bombin into it! It would seriously weird people out, wouldn't it?
A maid! A maid? A maid. A MAID! Everybody ought to have a maid...
So, I'm feeling aright today. School was... bleh. That's way too many hours in one classroom, but whatever! My homework is FREAKIN' ridiculous. I'll take a picture of the finished product. 30 poinits of sheer horror that I might not even acquire if I screw half an inch up! (huhuhu)
D:
I'm out!
Loveth,
Sarah
http://www.livingstones.fr/index.php?page=interieure&PHPSESSID=5539d88934d1e9f6e62aba53cba49ee1
When I am married to my husband of man proportions and my height, we will have some of these laying around the house! What a trip though, am I right?! "Hey Joe, watch this!" and you go bombin into it! It would seriously weird people out, wouldn't it?
A maid! A maid? A maid. A MAID! Everybody ought to have a maid...
So, I'm feeling aright today. School was... bleh. That's way too many hours in one classroom, but whatever! My homework is FREAKIN' ridiculous. I'll take a picture of the finished product. 30 poinits of sheer horror that I might not even acquire if I screw half an inch up! (huhuhu)
D:
I'm out!
Loveth,
Sarah
Monday, June 23, 2008
You just spent a ridiculous amount of money on Art Supplies that you might not ever use again... what are you gonna do next?!
DIE.
I'm feeling REALLY crappy. This class basically took all my money that I need for Moorpark. I'm only going to be able to take like... 1 or 2 classes now. :( Gah.
School started today. Artists really are mean, snobby people. F'reals, I am not even joking. Yeah, I should give it time but... gads. GADS! I suppose I'll just say:"It's too soon to tell." Yup.
Okay, now I'm feeling freakin' pissy SO. I'm gonna go.
I hope you're all having a great week!
Loveth,
Sarah
I'm feeling REALLY crappy. This class basically took all my money that I need for Moorpark. I'm only going to be able to take like... 1 or 2 classes now. :( Gah.
School started today. Artists really are mean, snobby people. F'reals, I am not even joking. Yeah, I should give it time but... gads. GADS! I suppose I'll just say:"It's too soon to tell." Yup.
Okay, now I'm feeling freakin' pissy SO. I'm gonna go.
I hope you're all having a great week!
Loveth,
Sarah
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Some oom-pa-pa music.
Mexicans, dude. They know how to party. Jammin' tunes, best food in the world. They should invite me. Then we'd party it up.
My book for school didn't come today. I'm screwed. YIPPY.
And that's all for now... unless I decide to edit this later.
EDIT: AWWWOOOHHHH, look, it's later. I'm feeling decently better, I s'pose! I dunno, I'm tired of having these weird mood swings. I know, I know! I shouldn't let myself get that way. I choose how I feel... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAAAAAAAAHHHH.
My hands are so dry and they HURT like the DICKENS! (what is this "dickens" anyhow?!) I am NOT loving this. I'm defNOT loving this hideous weather we're having. Where's my summer storm when I need it? The ground will smell so so so so so much better! AUUUGH!
I bought 'The Ting Tings' CD today. OH. SO. GROOD. Everyone should listen to them. Everyday. Forever. Along with 'Viva La Vida'. Jesss, it would be bueno for you all to do this.
My Disneyland pass has passed on. Let us all have a moment of silence, please.
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Kay, silence over. Hopefully it'll be a late birthday present from mi familia. At the end of August the block out dates are pretty much gone and August and September are open! Auuugh. AUUUUGH. UAUUUUAUHAUHAUUAUAUAUAUUUUGFHGHGHGHGHGHGHFHFHFHGHH. *splutters* Jyeahz...
Ahmmmm, ahm, ahm... I think that I'll be going now. I'm kinda freakin' tired and I want me some sleep forSHIZZ.
Mucho love to ya'll.
Loveth,
Sarah
Loveth,
Sarah
My book for school didn't come today. I'm screwed. YIPPY.
And that's all for now... unless I decide to edit this later.
EDIT: AWWWOOOHHHH, look, it's later. I'm feeling decently better, I s'pose! I dunno, I'm tired of having these weird mood swings. I know, I know! I shouldn't let myself get that way. I choose how I feel... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAAAAAAAAHHHH.
My hands are so dry and they HURT like the DICKENS! (what is this "dickens" anyhow?!) I am NOT loving this. I'm defNOT loving this hideous weather we're having. Where's my summer storm when I need it? The ground will smell so so so so so much better! AUUUGH!
I bought 'The Ting Tings' CD today. OH. SO. GROOD. Everyone should listen to them. Everyday. Forever. Along with 'Viva La Vida'. Jesss, it would be bueno for you all to do this.
My Disneyland pass has passed on. Let us all have a moment of silence, please.
.
.
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.
.
Kay, silence over. Hopefully it'll be a late birthday present from mi familia. At the end of August the block out dates are pretty much gone and August and September are open! Auuugh. AUUUUGH. UAUUUUAUHAUHAUUAUAUAUAUUUUGFHGHGHGHGHGHGHFHFHFHGHH. *splutters* Jyeahz...
Ahmmmm, ahm, ahm... I think that I'll be going now. I'm kinda freakin' tired and I want me some sleep forSHIZZ.
Mucho love to ya'll.
Loveth,
Sarah
Loveth,
Sarah
Friday, June 20, 2008
I hate Fridays.

I really don't care for them anymore. I used to enjoy them! Not anymore. Oh look, some arts! :D There's more at my DA account. Have a look if you should like to
do so!
Kay, so, I don't write. REALLY. I DON'T! I don't think I'm very good at it... but... I finally decided to write a poem for Ricardo's birthday.
His Smile
Spaghetti dripped out his ears
Shades perched
Sheilding brown eyes
Fauxhawk curled hair
Latin skin darkens
His smile said everything
Chucks walking
Smooth talking
Sweet words
Driving wrong ways
Lost for hours
His smile said everything
Curve, smell so sweet
Mixed summer night
Detergent heat
Strings pushed
Up, down rhythm
His smile said everything
Perfect suit
Excited eyes
Tears running
Heart racing
No long goodbye
His smile said everything
Papers crinkle
Pen ink wrinkle
Photo leafing
Crooked grin
New life begins
His smile said everything
Heart alight
Full of life
Loving laughter
E-mail schemes
Midnight dreams...
His smile still says everything.
Ahm... ahm... ahm... I know I can't write. Haha! But my Mum and Julia like it. I told Stephanie about it and she was like "Oh. That's nice." in her "You're an idiot" voice. Bleh. I'm gonna ask Rachel to read over it and see what she thinks. This isn't the final one, cause I still want more opinions on it. :siigh: I feel dorky about it, but, hopefully he'll like it. I like it alot! It illustrates most things until this point. For the record, the first line = ipod headphones. They always looked like spaghetti to me. Anyhow, I'm gonna quit talking about this... cause I'm getting nervous! Lol!
I guess while Stephanie was in Colorado they stole me some stuff from Sam's Grandparent's house. That's kinda cool! I felt mildly loved. Haha, I'm feeling jealous though. When Stephanie came over she was like "Did Ricardo ever brush your hair?" I said no, and she looked all... smuggish. :( GAH! I shake my fist at her. Whatevs though, I'll be happy with the thought that they did think about me.
SO.. I miss Kyle. Really! I DO! I was at Target the other day, I saw a CD that I had been looking for and I flailed my hands like he does when he likes something. Like, I did it without even thinking about it. :( I want to go to work again.
Anyhow, I'm feeling tired and my back hurts. I'm gonna go try and conjur up some wanting to draw. Bahaha, not likely.
Have a great weekend!
Loveth,
Sarah
Thursday, June 19, 2008
GO. TO BED. BOOG.
Today was... uneventful. I used my markers finally! It's been forever since I last used them. Buuughuuuuh. Those things are just beautious. Yeeeaaah.
Uhm.
I really have nothing else to say. Maybe tomorrow I will.
Loveth,
Sarah
Uhm.
I really have nothing else to say. Maybe tomorrow I will.
Loveth,
Sarah
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL
I'm tired of my perfectionist tendancies. D:< I mean, REALLY. When I'm driving, one little mistake and I FLIP OUTTA MY PANTS. Sam goes for DRAWING. Srsly. I all stiff and worried, then I freak out cause I don't have any good ideas. EOINHWOUFHNE. MAN. I thought I'd just throw that all out there, 'caaaaaause... I've been wanting to write a cute little story for Mi'Cardo for his birthday. I am out of ideas! I wanted to do one about 'The Princess and The Knight' or maybe some with cute lil chubs of missionaries? I'UNNO.
Anyhow, I'm missing stuff, fo'reals.
I miss my Julia! Her smiley words make me happy.
I miss my friends... PRE-BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS, I mean.
I miss my friends in general.
I miss hugs.
I miss Friday & Saturday nights spent in BEN.
I miss Girl's Camp.
I miss Mi'Cardo's smiling face.
I miss ALOT of things right now. I guess that's the sign that I need to be movin' on down the road. I'll have to pack a few things... hehe. There are things that I refuse to leave behind. They're too important.
I 'spose I'm just feeling a little down today. Augh, it's all good! I don't really miiiind... I guess. Lol! I can cope. I've just been like... reminiscing (somebody. how the heck do you SPELL that?!) today. I guess I finally get why the heck Ricardo misses High School. LOLZ! Haha, him missing HS is like me missing Girl's Camp! DUH SAARZ. That's so obvious. Why are you oblivious to everything? You're talking to yourself! CRAIG FERGUSON! YOU ARE MAKING ME DO THISSSSSS! Anyhow, for snereal, I get it now. Huhu.
:siiigh: Haha! I went to Krista's house yesterday/today. It was BUENO! I thank her for Craig and Zero time. Oh mans, I need to buy 'A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To The Forum'. SO GOOD. Luuuulz!Everyone, go buy 'Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends'. NAOW. Dag, there was something else I was going to say but I don't remember now. D: POOP. awh well... I'm outt hur, SONS.
OLIVEYOU!!!
Loveth,
Sarah
P.S. I am so lazy. Haha, X-posted at LJ.
Anyhow, I'm missing stuff, fo'reals.
I miss my Julia! Her smiley words make me happy.
I miss my friends... PRE-BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS, I mean.
I miss my friends in general.
I miss hugs.
I miss Friday & Saturday nights spent in BEN.
I miss Girl's Camp.
I miss Mi'Cardo's smiling face.
I miss ALOT of things right now. I guess that's the sign that I need to be movin' on down the road. I'll have to pack a few things... hehe. There are things that I refuse to leave behind. They're too important.
I 'spose I'm just feeling a little down today. Augh, it's all good! I don't really miiiind... I guess. Lol! I can cope. I've just been like... reminiscing (somebody. how the heck do you SPELL that?!) today. I guess I finally get why the heck Ricardo misses High School. LOLZ! Haha, him missing HS is like me missing Girl's Camp! DUH SAARZ. That's so obvious. Why are you oblivious to everything? You're talking to yourself! CRAIG FERGUSON! YOU ARE MAKING ME DO THISSSSSS! Anyhow, for snereal, I get it now. Huhu.
:siiigh: Haha! I went to Krista's house yesterday/today. It was BUENO! I thank her for Craig and Zero time. Oh mans, I need to buy 'A Funny Thing Happened On The Way To The Forum'. SO GOOD. Luuuulz!Everyone, go buy 'Viva La Vida or Death And All His Friends'. NAOW. Dag, there was something else I was going to say but I don't remember now. D: POOP. awh well... I'm outt hur, SONS.
OLIVEYOU!!!
Loveth,
Sarah
P.S. I am so lazy. Haha, X-posted at LJ.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Holmes MAH Homes!
If you can bum a car from someone, it will be you and me tomorrow in the Land of Disney. Our van is a FAG and has decided that if it gets too hot, every gauge that a van might have WON'T WORK. >:( The universe is AGAINST me. I KNOW IT. AUUUUUGH.
Try to bum a car please. Or I will cry myself to sleep every night until my pass is renewed! O_O
Dude, freals, we need to hang. I need me some psychotic sunshine in my life!
ANYHOW... before you call back, listen to your voicemail. I left the best one in the history of the Universe.
Love,
Sarah
P.S. COLDPLAY IS EPIC. THEIR NEW CD DROPS TOMORROW! We should have a listening party... O.o And hay... I don't have work today... or Wednesday... or any day after that.!!!
Try to bum a car please. Or I will cry myself to sleep every night until my pass is renewed! O_O
Dude, freals, we need to hang. I need me some psychotic sunshine in my life!
ANYHOW... before you call back, listen to your voicemail. I left the best one in the history of the Universe.
Love,
Sarah
P.S. COLDPLAY IS EPIC. THEIR NEW CD DROPS TOMORROW! We should have a listening party... O.o And hay... I don't have work today... or Wednesday... or any day after that.!!!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Get yourself the heck to bed.
Yeah, I just said... whatever the heck that might be that I said! Lol.
My cousins just called. It's becoming sort of a strange ritual that they call on Sunday night, put me on speakerphone, and thereafter proceed to shout, scream, blow my eyes out my ears, and make me laugh heartily! Haha, it's all great fun! Can't wait till I'm there.
So, my book is supposed to come between the 19th and the 1st of July. This is bad juju. I need it BEFORE the 23rd. Augh, not good. NOOOOT GOOOOOOD. Oh well, so goes MY life!
I have two letters to send tomorrow. One for Hollz (with my Blender's app in it!! I guess my job there is a done deal! HOT DOG!!!) and then, OF COURSE, one for Mi'Cardo! I was going to send this 'lil Anakin dude I found but I decided to save it till his birthday. :sigh: I don't think I will ever find a good balance between trying to be forgotten but being supportive as well. It's stupid and I hate it. Whatev, I'll deal.
I guess Jack Johnson will be having a concert near me! I WANNA GO. Coldplay too... how ballin' is that? My cousins don't like Coldplay... that freaks me out a little bit. I love Coldplay! They are the greatest thing since... sliced bread.
A'ight. I'm off to bed. E-mail day starts early. Huhuuhuhuhuh.
KRISTA. OMGOSH. WHAT THE HECCCCCKKKKK????? We need to hang.
Loveth,
Sarah
My cousins just called. It's becoming sort of a strange ritual that they call on Sunday night, put me on speakerphone, and thereafter proceed to shout, scream, blow my eyes out my ears, and make me laugh heartily! Haha, it's all great fun! Can't wait till I'm there.
So, my book is supposed to come between the 19th and the 1st of July. This is bad juju. I need it BEFORE the 23rd. Augh, not good. NOOOOT GOOOOOOD. Oh well, so goes MY life!
I have two letters to send tomorrow. One for Hollz (with my Blender's app in it!! I guess my job there is a done deal! HOT DOG!!!) and then, OF COURSE, one for Mi'Cardo! I was going to send this 'lil Anakin dude I found but I decided to save it till his birthday. :sigh: I don't think I will ever find a good balance between trying to be forgotten but being supportive as well. It's stupid and I hate it. Whatev, I'll deal.
I guess Jack Johnson will be having a concert near me! I WANNA GO. Coldplay too... how ballin' is that? My cousins don't like Coldplay... that freaks me out a little bit. I love Coldplay! They are the greatest thing since... sliced bread.
A'ight. I'm off to bed. E-mail day starts early. Huhuuhuhuhuh.
KRISTA. OMGOSH. WHAT THE HECCCCCKKKKK????? We need to hang.
Loveth,
Sarah
Saturday, June 14, 2008
You know, they have meds for that.
My shift button is a beast.
So, what should I draw? I have ALL the time in the world now. It suckkkkkkks. WITH that many K's, forsnereal. 7 of them. When you're feeling that sucky, I had better see 7 K's. NUFF SAID.
I was out at our bitty pool today. I actually went in for a while. Weirdness, considering... I had to wear my bathing suit top thing... YEAH. No bueno. I'm still wearing it, actually. Meh, apparently I look adorable in it. I think I look more like a friggin' psychadelic bee. Baha. BUT! It's not as tight as it was last year... ooh... WEIGHT LOSS? I feel good! Haha... hahaha. Awkwardlaughter.
What should I draw? Neh? Any suggestions?
Despite my epic excitedness to move in with my cousins... I'm gonna miss it here for a while!
ALSO, an EPIC HUG SCENE STRAIGHT OUT OF A MOVIE is DEFINITELY in order... 17 months from now. Lol. BUT SERIOUSLY IT IS. O.O I'd love an epic hug moment! I might even let some bunnies slide... bunnies? Huhuhu. SO good!
I'M OUT.
Love,
Sarah
So, what should I draw? I have ALL the time in the world now. It suckkkkkkks. WITH that many K's, forsnereal. 7 of them. When you're feeling that sucky, I had better see 7 K's. NUFF SAID.
I was out at our bitty pool today. I actually went in for a while. Weirdness, considering... I had to wear my bathing suit top thing... YEAH. No bueno. I'm still wearing it, actually. Meh, apparently I look adorable in it. I think I look more like a friggin' psychadelic bee. Baha. BUT! It's not as tight as it was last year... ooh... WEIGHT LOSS? I feel good! Haha... hahaha. Awkwardlaughter.
What should I draw? Neh? Any suggestions?
Despite my epic excitedness to move in with my cousins... I'm gonna miss it here for a while!
ALSO, an EPIC HUG SCENE STRAIGHT OUT OF A MOVIE is DEFINITELY in order... 17 months from now. Lol. BUT SERIOUSLY IT IS. O.O I'd love an epic hug moment! I might even let some bunnies slide... bunnies? Huhuhu. SO good!
I'M OUT.
Love,
Sarah
Friday, June 13, 2008
:( JORBLESS.
I have no job. Ftw, neh? I get a bank account for non-exsistent money. WAAAAOOOOOWWWW. COOLBEANS.
D: NOT REALLY.
That's all for today. If anybody would like to contact me, I'll be in a friggin' puddle on the ground somewhere in the vacinity of... who knows where.
Disneyland would be so good right now.
Love,
Sarah
D: NOT REALLY.
That's all for today. If anybody would like to contact me, I'll be in a friggin' puddle on the ground somewhere in the vacinity of... who knows where.
Disneyland would be so good right now.
Love,
Sarah
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Yeah, only... I care.
So, comforting a mish is hard. For seriousness. I don't ever know what to say! I can only like... assure him that everything is going to be okay! :sigh: I'm tired of failing at this! I just fail so much already, let's fail at a few more thingds. Right? Chyeah.
Today, I freakin' miss hugs. Like, REALLY. I dunno, I think it's time for one of those dreams when you can feel things. I just want some like, legit hugs! The kind where you freakin' KNOW that they care about you! Y'know?
Gosh dang, I am whiny. Sorry, I gotta get it out somewhere. That's what blogs are for, aren't they?
Anyhow, I opened up a bank account today. ABOUT TIME. The lady swindled me into getting a freakin' credit card. >:( I DON'T WANT. Apparently building credit is cool or something. I do not appreciate it. I guess my first purCHASE with it will be... that watch at Target. It's like $10. The rest of my purchases with it will be skittles. X) I'm SERIOUS. Auuuugh, I do not want.
MAH. I needs to vent some more. I'm friggin' bored and OH so lonely! I NEED SOME FRENZ POR FLAVOUR.
Love,
Sarah
KRISTA WHERE THE EFF *YEAH EFF* ARE YOU?>?>!!!?>!>>!>!<:L#W@!JN(Y@P(*&$ET@UE:
Today, I freakin' miss hugs. Like, REALLY. I dunno, I think it's time for one of those dreams when you can feel things. I just want some like, legit hugs! The kind where you freakin' KNOW that they care about you! Y'know?
Gosh dang, I am whiny. Sorry, I gotta get it out somewhere. That's what blogs are for, aren't they?
Anyhow, I opened up a bank account today. ABOUT TIME. The lady swindled me into getting a freakin' credit card. >:( I DON'T WANT. Apparently building credit is cool or something. I do not appreciate it. I guess my first purCHASE with it will be... that watch at Target. It's like $10. The rest of my purchases with it will be skittles. X) I'm SERIOUS. Auuuugh, I do not want.
MAH. I needs to vent some more. I'm friggin' bored and OH so lonely! I NEED SOME FRENZ POR FLAVOUR.
Love,
Sarah
KRISTA WHERE THE EFF *YEAH EFF* ARE YOU?>?>!!!?>!>>!>!<:L#W@!JN(Y@P(*&$ET@UE:
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Eres tu, Mi Sol.
You are you, my sun.
I'm finding it a little bit terrifying that I know most of the lyrics to the 'Jesse y Joy' songs... but I have no friggin idea what they're talking about. Lol.
So, for sneriously, I don't feel much up to writing in this thing. I'd much rather have a friggin' massage for about six hours. Occasionally I think about that day at Disneyland when I saw that lucky sonofagun chica getting (what looked like) the best massage in the world. :sigh: Where the heck is a legit set of man hands that will massage my aches and pains, eh? Unfortunately Florida is off limits, so, I gotta find some other set of legit man hands. That won't happen. I'll just have aches and pains for the rest of my life. Haha, that's a bit extreme? GASH for snereal though... I just want a gosh dang pair of man hands to tackle my back. I'm having back issues. APPARENTLY pilates is supposed to help with that... APPARENTLY NOT. Liars and jerks.
Anyhow, I went to Enrichment Meeting with my mum tonight (cause I had no work today... more about that later) and it was... uhm... okay. The food was a'ight, but, I would have preferred something more hearty and delicious. I was feeling taco salad or some kind of pasta (SPAGHETTI AND MEATBALLS! Oh Wayne Brady, you're the love of my life). THAT would have been superior! But whatev... kabobs (SP?!FTW?!) sufficed. Kinda. NOT REALLY. However, the dessert was bueno. Mint cookies win my heart every time!
Moving on... so, workness. To lay it all out there right friggin' now without too much elaboration: I might be JORBLESS! Chyeah, I'm really hoping not, 'cause I could totally use some cash-o-la right about now for school and supplies and whatnot. But, y'know, whatever. I can handle the weight of the world! What's a couple more pounds? Oh, but first... I beg of whoever is reading this to just PRAY that I will have a job till 08/01/08. That would be the day before I move! Haha, lol! Seriously though, prayers would be EPIC! Thanks so much! :D
Well, I think that'll be all for this evening, my children. KRISTA. POST SOMETHING IN YOUR BLOG OR I WILL HAVE TO HURT YOU... but in a loving way. :D
Love,
Sarah
I'm finding it a little bit terrifying that I know most of the lyrics to the 'Jesse y Joy' songs... but I have no friggin idea what they're talking about. Lol.
So, for sneriously, I don't feel much up to writing in this thing. I'd much rather have a friggin' massage for about six hours. Occasionally I think about that day at Disneyland when I saw that lucky sonofagun chica getting (what looked like) the best massage in the world. :sigh: Where the heck is a legit set of man hands that will massage my aches and pains, eh? Unfortunately Florida is off limits, so, I gotta find some other set of legit man hands. That won't happen. I'll just have aches and pains for the rest of my life. Haha, that's a bit extreme? GASH for snereal though... I just want a gosh dang pair of man hands to tackle my back. I'm having back issues. APPARENTLY pilates is supposed to help with that... APPARENTLY NOT. Liars and jerks.
Anyhow, I went to Enrichment Meeting with my mum tonight (cause I had no work today... more about that later) and it was... uhm... okay. The food was a'ight, but, I would have preferred something more hearty and delicious. I was feeling taco salad or some kind of pasta (SPAGHETTI AND MEATBALLS! Oh Wayne Brady, you're the love of my life). THAT would have been superior! But whatev... kabobs (SP?!FTW?!) sufficed. Kinda. NOT REALLY. However, the dessert was bueno. Mint cookies win my heart every time!
Moving on... so, workness. To lay it all out there right friggin' now without too much elaboration: I might be JORBLESS! Chyeah, I'm really hoping not, 'cause I could totally use some cash-o-la right about now for school and supplies and whatnot. But, y'know, whatever. I can handle the weight of the world! What's a couple more pounds? Oh, but first... I beg of whoever is reading this to just PRAY that I will have a job till 08/01/08. That would be the day before I move! Haha, lol! Seriously though, prayers would be EPIC! Thanks so much! :D
Well, I think that'll be all for this evening, my children. KRISTA. POST SOMETHING IN YOUR BLOG OR I WILL HAVE TO HURT YOU... but in a loving way. :D
Love,
Sarah
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Merci! Et Bon Nuit!
So, freakin' today. I'm sitting over here with my guitar on my lap, checking out some tabbage. It's kinda fun. I've been trying out some Jack Johnson songs (ohhh, Jack. How do I love thee? Let me count the ways...) and some Jesse y joy songs. All of them are fairly easy... except maybe Jack Johnson tabs that need a capo. :grumble: I lost my capo! I freakin' loved that thing cause it's just dang fun/useful! Bah! Oh well. SOO, that's what I've been up to.
Julia sent me the link to an MTV article (cause apparently it's 'Twilight Tuesday or some junk... promoting the book/movie. Losers) about Stephenie Meyer being in LA on the 7th of August with... THE LEAD DUDE FROM BLUE OCTOBER! My fangirl kicked into over drive, man. Oh gosh! Yeah, the books are cheesetastic, but, I do love me some BEdward. (LOL. I still get a kick outta that cause it just makes so much sense!) ANYHOW!! So, the tickets are like $20 and they go on sale on the 21st of this month. I WANT TO GO. I tried texting Hollz about it, but she hasn't said anything yet. This concerns me greatly. What is cooler than hanging with Stephenie M. and Blue October?! NOTHINIIINININININGGGGG! Hopefully I will get to go. Then my life will be made... AGAIN.
My Mum made Chocolate cake today. I smell my face getting angry... that really suuuucks. I don't need an angry face! It is very uncool when my face is angry! Speaking of... uhm... hygiene? Er... beautification? Uhm... SOMETHING!!! My Mum also cut my hair today. Woot! I was in definite needage of a triiiim trimminy trim trimminy trim trim... chu-ree... AHAHAHA.
That is all. :D
Love,
Sarah
Julia sent me the link to an MTV article (cause apparently it's 'Twilight Tuesday or some junk... promoting the book/movie. Losers) about Stephenie Meyer being in LA on the 7th of August with... THE LEAD DUDE FROM BLUE OCTOBER! My fangirl kicked into over drive, man. Oh gosh! Yeah, the books are cheesetastic, but, I do love me some BEdward. (LOL. I still get a kick outta that cause it just makes so much sense!) ANYHOW!! So, the tickets are like $20 and they go on sale on the 21st of this month. I WANT TO GO. I tried texting Hollz about it, but she hasn't said anything yet. This concerns me greatly. What is cooler than hanging with Stephenie M. and Blue October?! NOTHINIIINININININGGGGG! Hopefully I will get to go. Then my life will be made... AGAIN.
My Mum made Chocolate cake today. I smell my face getting angry... that really suuuucks. I don't need an angry face! It is very uncool when my face is angry! Speaking of... uhm... hygiene? Er... beautification? Uhm... SOMETHING!!! My Mum also cut my hair today. Woot! I was in definite needage of a triiiim trimminy trim trimminy trim trim... chu-ree... AHAHAHA.
That is all. :D
Love,
Sarah
Sunday, June 8, 2008
:sigh:
It's been an alright day. Stephanie's birthday was today. We went to her house and celebrated by having hamburgers and lots of desserts. It was cool up until Stephanie decided to call Sam and they're making plans for her to go to Colorado to meet up with him and his Mom. I dunno, I think it's a dumb idea, but I'm also jealous. Yeah, I'm jealous. I'm so friggin' lonely, but I can't do anything about it! Gas prices are too dang high to do so. Oh well. Anyhow, Stephanie's card turned out great.


I decided that for Ricardo's birthday, I'm going to write him a story. Is that silly? I thought it was a pretty good idea. I was going to put it in a storybook form... like a Faerietale (cause what's cooler than a Faerietale?!) but then I told a few people and they gave me that "Oh Saarz. You're so weird" look. Most days, I wouldn't mind getting the look. In fact, I don't really mind when people sasy I'm weird or crazy... but... it's really starting to weigh down on me. I'm getting kind of tired of it. I'm just me, dangit. So deal. :(
Anyway, yeah. I'm going to write a story and tonight I'm starting on character design. That might sound weird considering it's going to be about 2 real live people, but, I gotta figure out clothes and the like. I think it'll be a good project to start working on. Hopefully I can get a good chunk done before school starts. That would be cool.
Man, please keep you fingers crossed for me going to Disneyland before my pass expires. 'Cause when it expires, I won't be able to go til December. As many of you... (?) know Disneyland is like... my home. I really REALLY want to go.
Alright, I think that's all for right now. I'll update tomorrow. :)
Thanks for reading.
Love,
Sarah
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Oh what...
Man, I'll read other people's blogs and they all seem insightful, well written and most times, "deep". Mine are just angst-ridden blobs of stupidity. :sigh: Saarz, it's time to accept that you're an idiot and just get on with your life! If people don't like it then they can leave! The ones who stay are the ones worth keeping. Well, the ones who put up with your crap are the ones worth keeping. In order to keep them I suppose you have to deal with their crap too. Good thing I like crap. Lol. But seriously, I'm glad that people do put up with me. It makes me wonder what parts of me are "put up with"able.
I found that piece of tupperware I was looking for. The tupperware that the chinese food from Maria came in. Unfortunately it had been sitting with the lid on it since Tuesday. That sucker was smelling ranker than a skunk who'd just had 5 helpings of beans and quite possibly cabbage. I washed it and now it's smelling beautious. I hope you'll excuse my use of 'rank'. I'm definitely a hillbilly, woot. woot. Just another thing that people put up with.
My sisters are watching "One Night With The King". I definitely liked the movie, until I saw the gal who plays Esther in a commercial for the ABC Family show "Greek". She went from a noble and brave heroine, to some skanky whore. Wow, that's so awesome, isn't it? Not really. I know that they're just characters that an actor/actress plays, but sometimes it's just disheartening.
My leg itches. I need to put these songs on my computer. Where's my camera. What is your face? Who do you miss? What are you doing? WHY is it like this?
Well, I think I shall be off now. Mucho love to the ones who put up with me and have stuck with me through my insanity. I love you more than I could ever express with words.
Love,
Sarah
I found that piece of tupperware I was looking for. The tupperware that the chinese food from Maria came in. Unfortunately it had been sitting with the lid on it since Tuesday. That sucker was smelling ranker than a skunk who'd just had 5 helpings of beans and quite possibly cabbage. I washed it and now it's smelling beautious. I hope you'll excuse my use of 'rank'. I'm definitely a hillbilly, woot. woot. Just another thing that people put up with.
My sisters are watching "One Night With The King". I definitely liked the movie, until I saw the gal who plays Esther in a commercial for the ABC Family show "Greek". She went from a noble and brave heroine, to some skanky whore. Wow, that's so awesome, isn't it? Not really. I know that they're just characters that an actor/actress plays, but sometimes it's just disheartening.
My leg itches. I need to put these songs on my computer. Where's my camera. What is your face? Who do you miss? What are you doing? WHY is it like this?
Well, I think I shall be off now. Mucho love to the ones who put up with me and have stuck with me through my insanity. I love you more than I could ever express with words.
Love,
Sarah
Thursday, June 5, 2008
... I thought...
yesterday was the 5th. Haha, I really have lost it!
I feel a tad bit better today. Sleeping usually helps and uhm, today explains yesterday quiiiiite nicely. Hurray for that time of the month, freaking out, and scaring your missionary. IT'S WONDERFUL.
No. Not really.
Apparently we have lots to do today. Or so says my sister who turned into my mother for a brief moment and I wanted to stab her. Auugh. We have to finish cleaning out Ben (Ben = BIN. A giant one, we just call him Ben because... we name everything. Shut up. Don't look at me like that) cause he's being taken back. Haulaway is coming to haul him (oh goodness) away 'cause we can't afford him anymore. You're probably thinking it's weird for me to be somewhat sad by this. Well, I'm not sad, I'm pretty much PUT OUT about it. Alot of good times were had in Ben. Alot of laughs, lots of movies, ice cream, games, and the like. I'm kinda heartbroken by it because... moving all of this stuff out of Ben makes me feel like we're going to move again. I know I'm off to Camarillo at the beginning of August but I'll be back. I really don't want to move away from Hemet. I don't think I could stand another move. I've moved... 20 times in my life. Soon to be 21, but that one won't be so bad... ANYHOW.
Ramblings, I know.
Man, I'm feeling kinda drained. I want to sleep some more.
Loveth,
Sarah
I feel a tad bit better today. Sleeping usually helps and uhm, today explains yesterday quiiiiite nicely. Hurray for that time of the month, freaking out, and scaring your missionary. IT'S WONDERFUL.
No. Not really.
Apparently we have lots to do today. Or so says my sister who turned into my mother for a brief moment and I wanted to stab her. Auugh. We have to finish cleaning out Ben (Ben = BIN. A giant one, we just call him Ben because... we name everything. Shut up. Don't look at me like that) cause he's being taken back. Haulaway is coming to haul him (oh goodness) away 'cause we can't afford him anymore. You're probably thinking it's weird for me to be somewhat sad by this. Well, I'm not sad, I'm pretty much PUT OUT about it. Alot of good times were had in Ben. Alot of laughs, lots of movies, ice cream, games, and the like. I'm kinda heartbroken by it because... moving all of this stuff out of Ben makes me feel like we're going to move again. I know I'm off to Camarillo at the beginning of August but I'll be back. I really don't want to move away from Hemet. I don't think I could stand another move. I've moved... 20 times in my life. Soon to be 21, but that one won't be so bad... ANYHOW.
Ramblings, I know.
Man, I'm feeling kinda drained. I want to sleep some more.
Loveth,
Sarah
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Feeling crappy.
I don't want to draw. I have no inspiration. I feel like a pile of hot steaming CRAP right now. Hurting kinda bad. I don't want to worry anymore. I'm feeling put out. I'm missing him right now and feel like he doesn't even know. I understand that he cares. I do understand that... but I need him to understand how I'm feeling right at this point.
Yeah, I cried today. I'm feeling all stressed out about everything. Life, moving, family, money, Ricardo. Feels like everything is weighing down on me, gnawing at me. I need to get away for a while.
What is so wrong with deciding what I want now? Can you tell me what is wrong with that? Can't a person just love someone? Why the heck not.
I'm just so frustrated right now.
I'm gonna go lay down and hopefully pass out.
Loveth,
Sarah
Yeah, I cried today. I'm feeling all stressed out about everything. Life, moving, family, money, Ricardo. Feels like everything is weighing down on me, gnawing at me. I need to get away for a while.
What is so wrong with deciding what I want now? Can you tell me what is wrong with that? Can't a person just love someone? Why the heck not.
I'm just so frustrated right now.
I'm gonna go lay down and hopefully pass out.
Loveth,
Sarah
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
She Said, Endlessly.
I just got home. 14 hours is RIDICULOUS. Just thought I'd share that with ya'll.
Anyhow, Rachel saved my life and banned me from Graduation. :D YAY! I guess I'll just go hang at her house next weeeeeeek after worrrrrk. I duuuunnno why I aaaaam doooooing thiiiiiiis. Yeah, I'll celebrate her Graduation at her house. Most likely with Josue. Happy happy, joy joy.
Man, I never have anything really interesting to say in here. Ever. I need to get my scanner on here so I can just upload arts and crap. Cause arts and crap is good. Also, it's mildly interesting. Huzzah!
So, I've started my birthday plans. I'm not doing anything and that makes me kinda sad. Mi familia is BROKE, so, I get cake at my Grandma and Grandpa's house the Sunday before my birthday. Oh, just for the record, My Birthday = July 9th. A WEDNESDAY. Wednesdays = work days. Anybody wanna come visit me at work? Or maybe we could all go to the beach or something? IN Camarillo? XD That would actaully make me EXPONENTIALLY happy! Ah well, I need to stop this so called "bumming stuff out of people". Whatever. Probably the thing that I am most sad about is the fact that I had planned to do a "Drive in Theatre" but you had to make your own car out of a box! Unfortunately, zero fundage = zero projector. Ah well, maybe for my 21st birthday? Not next year, but, the year after? Yeah, maybe!
Somebody, please come up with a legit name for my bike gang. Thanks.
GOODNIGHTMORNING.
Loveth,
Sarah
P.S. Is Tuesday, and I'm not doing anything... HINTNTNNNTNTNTNNNNT!
Anyhow, Rachel saved my life and banned me from Graduation. :D YAY! I guess I'll just go hang at her house next weeeeeeek after worrrrrk. I duuuunnno why I aaaaam doooooing thiiiiiiis. Yeah, I'll celebrate her Graduation at her house. Most likely with Josue. Happy happy, joy joy.
Man, I never have anything really interesting to say in here. Ever. I need to get my scanner on here so I can just upload arts and crap. Cause arts and crap is good. Also, it's mildly interesting. Huzzah!
So, I've started my birthday plans. I'm not doing anything and that makes me kinda sad. Mi familia is BROKE, so, I get cake at my Grandma and Grandpa's house the Sunday before my birthday. Oh, just for the record, My Birthday = July 9th. A WEDNESDAY. Wednesdays = work days. Anybody wanna come visit me at work? Or maybe we could all go to the beach or something? IN Camarillo? XD That would actaully make me EXPONENTIALLY happy! Ah well, I need to stop this so called "bumming stuff out of people". Whatever. Probably the thing that I am most sad about is the fact that I had planned to do a "Drive in Theatre" but you had to make your own car out of a box! Unfortunately, zero fundage = zero projector. Ah well, maybe for my 21st birthday? Not next year, but, the year after? Yeah, maybe!
Somebody, please come up with a legit name for my bike gang. Thanks.
GOODNIGHTMORNING.
Loveth,
Sarah
P.S. Is Tuesday, and I'm not doing anything... HINTNTNNNTNTNTNNNNT!
Sunday, June 1, 2008
June is bustin' out all over!
Mwaha, I got my amp today. About dang time, I think! He's been gone for almost 7 months, meaning... I should've gotten this sucker about 7 months ago! GADS! But I have it now, and it's way more fun to play electric guitar. YAY!
Today we're having FHE at my Grandma and Grandpa's house. Oh, and the missionaries are supposed to come have dinner there, AGAIN. Poor Kunkee. The last ward member's dinner he gets to have before going back home is with MY WHOLE FAMILY. Poor guy, man. Poor guy.
Hmm, I think that's all for now. I think I'll have one last go at Jack Johnson's "Constellations" and then I'm going to rest for a while. Hopefully Hollz and Jillz will call. Dag, I can't wait to live there. Oh McGRAAAABz! I should ask them about visiting Krista at teh BYU's during schoolish next year... I WILL! :D ALSO, KRISTA. I submit that we go to Malibu. :D FUN FUN FUN!!!!
Loveth,
Sarah
Today we're having FHE at my Grandma and Grandpa's house. Oh, and the missionaries are supposed to come have dinner there, AGAIN. Poor Kunkee. The last ward member's dinner he gets to have before going back home is with MY WHOLE FAMILY. Poor guy, man. Poor guy.
Hmm, I think that's all for now. I think I'll have one last go at Jack Johnson's "Constellations" and then I'm going to rest for a while. Hopefully Hollz and Jillz will call. Dag, I can't wait to live there. Oh McGRAAAABz! I should ask them about visiting Krista at teh BYU's during schoolish next year... I WILL! :D ALSO, KRISTA. I submit that we go to Malibu. :D FUN FUN FUN!!!!
Loveth,
Sarah
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